#13

TORPEFY

I never wanted to feel 

I never wanted the time

I never wanted to be in here

I never wanted this

all I wanted is to live

I wanted to breathe

I wanted to be ordinary, out of anyone's sight

mundane and whose presence is like a wind

I wanted to be in my own pace

not following anyone's path nor

their guide and advice

I couldn't care less about everything

I need to break these chains

and destroy what is linked between me and them

I need to get out of this narrow cliff

and start struggling before it's too late

I've wanted to do all of these

for a long time

yet I'm still here sitting in the dark

doing nothing but wasting my life

I already lost the chance to fly out of this place 

and lost the soul because I am weak

the dream that has ended drastically

unable to save me, no one heard my plea. 

ー侘寂.