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#42

The Million-Dollar Question


Remember the time when you asked me,

"Can you let me know you, a bit more?"

I'm not sure what kind of expression I made

Realizing I was willing to let you take a peek

Behind this mask and learn who I am


But I don't really expect you to stay nor

Am I letting you remain by my side after

You discover the scars and wounds that I conceal

By acting nice and tough like it never stings


To be able to know me

Is like giving you a reason

To forget that you ever met me


It's the price that we must pay

And no compensation can be accepted 

That is the only way I can live my life

Where I can not be reminded of shame


So, what do you choose...

Will you take it, or leave it?

Are you willing to risk the faint chance

To get closer to someone like me

When you know you will gain nothing?


ー侘寂.

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  1. Hindi-nagpakilala10/31/20, 10:17 PM

    This digs deep inside the pit of my mind. The amount of emotions poured into this content says a lot about love, trust, and wonder.

    Now you are my favorite bloger.

    TumugonBurahin

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