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Let Me Sleep!

I can't fucking sleep.

I can almost see the faint light passing through the thick curtains.

Hear the soft chirping of birds. 

People starting to get up, take a walk outside, and turned on their tv and radios.

The noise gradually increased, making it seem like the world has just awakened from a quick slumber. 

Regardless, for me it's another grueling day.

And I am still stuck in yesterday's feelings.

I am still the same person as before.

Unlike the world constantly rotating-- I have no progression at all.

But, no pressure.

Even the world has its own pace.

So we have to do the same. 

But I still can't fucking sleep!



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#64

‘Tigal’ Gigising ng maaga para panoorin ang panibagong araw na magsimula. Walang iniintindi kundi ang mga hubog ng ulap at sarili ko lang. Ang payapa na dito ko lang nakukuha, hinding hindi ko ipagpapalit kailanman. Dahil dito lang nararamdaman na ako lang ang nag-iisa. Ngunit sa isa pang ikot ng langit ay muling mawawala ang liwanag. Babalik na lamang sa munting silid. Titiisin ang dilim pati ang lamig nitong dala. Hanggang sa mangibabaw na ang takot at pagsisisi. Sa tahimik na kwarto ay may tumatakas na impit, at may hindi nakikitang mga kasama. Hahayaan nalang munang magpakalunod at habulin ang hininga. Bago bumangon at pagmasdan ulit ang panibagong araw na magsimula. ー侘寂.

#61

'consistently inconsistent' Tired of running and chasing While facing the doors that were heavily locked  Which is believed to contain endless joy and peace inside of it I don't know when I could catch it up Those were still miles and miles away from my reach So when I sat down, I quietly told myself that, 'You need a strong heart to easily get back on track after a short rest.' I regret that I took advantage of the belief which often happens in films That no matter what hardship takes place, it will always have a happy ending When I realized all that was just made up I can't help but laugh especially at things  That requires effort and struggle Because deep down, I knew I was still weak I know I still can’t do anything in the end I'm shameless to even whine about everything Without even giving my all when I'm trying. ー侘寂.

#5

Haze Your name is fading away, After which I've been chasing until I lose sight of it. I'm stuck in the loop, I can't seem to get away. I'll just wait for things to get warped on its own. Even when we can't fulfill each other,  Even when we can't hold each other,  Even when we are hurt... It's now only between us. When it comes to love, How would you call it?  How would I call it? It's already fine that we can't tell. When it comes to love, lest it is sad anyway. Yet when it comes to love, it is endless. I wish that I remained by your side.  ー侘寂。