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#62

'puzzle'


I've been searching for someone for a long time.

Someone who is like a piece of a puzzle.

Because I thought if there is a person who can fit perfectly without even a millimeter gap,

Then won't that person fill in what I'm missing?


I've always been searching for a piece,

But the pieces of the perfectly fitting puzzle were scattered individuals from the start.

And puzzle pieces that are jammed together,

Those only become distorted and warped. 


I wonder what it would feel like to be connected,

Even with just the palm of their hand.

But people are born without a perfect match,

So to continue to become one with someone else and fill the gaps,

They continue changing forms by coming together, melting away their imperfections.


ー侘寂

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  1. Hindi-nagpakilala5/16/22, 12:30 AM

    Its been ages since your last poem.

    Mag 1 year na, please do write again as I know na it's the only way to calm yourself.
    Please project everything in your writing.

    Will wait for your next poem.

    TumugonBurahin

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