exordiri

Dito ako magsisimula muli, at ang tanging layunin ay mamuhay nang mapayapa, tulad ng dati, sa lugar na wala siya. ー侘寂.

'puzzle' I've been searching for someone for a long time. Someone who is like a piece of a puzzle. Because I thought if there is a person who can fit perfectly without even a millimeter gap, Then won't that person fill in what I'm missing? I've always been searching for a piece, But the pieces of the perfectly fitting puzzle were scattered individuals from the start. And puzzle pieces that are jammed together, Those only become distorted and warped.  I wonder what it would feel like to be connected, Even with just the palm of their hand. But people are born without a perfect match, So to continue to become one with someone else and fill the gaps, They continue changing forms by coming together, melting away their imperfections. ー侘寂

'consistently inconsistent' Tired of running and chasing While facing the doors that were heavily locked  Which is believed to contain endless joy and peace inside of it I don't know when I could catch it up Those were still miles and miles away from my reach So when I sat down, I quietly told myself that, 'You need a strong heart to easily get back on track after a short rest.' I regret that I took advantage of the belief which often happens in films That no matter what hardship takes place, it will always have a happy ending When I realized all that was just made up I can't help but laugh especially at things  That requires effort and struggle Because deep down, I knew I was still weak I know I still can’t do anything in the end I'm shameless to even whine about everything Without even giving my all when I'm trying. ー侘寂.

'id' Memories would disappear But some would stay for a lifetime Memories are fun to dwell into So I close my eyes and see my past I will always think that I know this place Where there is a glorious sky with infinite stars Until I'd wake up to the sound of nothing With unbearable loneliness that I've been trying to hide It's those nights when sleep is so fleeting That my mind wanders until the morning comes Just always remind me of the good times I've had 'Cause I want to feel good about myself once in a while. ー侘寂.

'blindfolded' As we move slow We know nothing Where this could lead us It's up to us how we want To meet the end I just know I want to be happy In a place where it's all bright There'll be no limit to how I'd live Just pure freedom with wings to fly A dream that is in progress Don't know how long it would take Or how much courage I should have But I'm set to make it all come in reality I know something's gonna happen Once I begin striding my feet forward. ー侘寂.

'bakas' Hindi ko alam kung kailan nagsimula Na makaramdam ng takot habang tinitignan ka Dahil sa tagal natin na magkakilala Para ba'ng hindi sapat ang mga kaalaman ko sa'yo Upang lubusan na maintindihan ka Hindi ko alam kung bakit Na sa tuwing napapatitig ako sa 'yong mga mata Lumalakas ang pakiramdam ko At sigurado ako na hindi rin magtatagal Ay hindi ka na kailanman makikita pa Tulad ka ng ulan na biglaang bubuhos Sa kalagitnaan ng panahon na tag-init Ito ay mahina at bahagya na parang takot at nahihiya Ngunit kailangan mailabas ang mabigat na bitbit At pagkatapos ay dahan-dahan nang aalis na parang walang nangyari Saglit na maglalakbay sa kawalan hanggang sa Kusang malusaw ang madidilim na ulap mo'ng dala Kaya't saglit na malilimutan nang lahat na umulan pa Dahil siyang pagtirik din muli ng araw sa kalangitan Muling babalik sa dati ang galaw ng mundo At tuluyan nang natuyo ang iniwang bakas ng ulan sa kalsada. ー侘寂.