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'consistently inconsistent'


Tired of running and chasing

While facing the doors that were heavily locked 

Which is believed to contain endless joy and peace inside of it

I don't know when I could catch it up


Those were still miles and miles away from my reach

So when I sat down, I quietly told myself that,

'You need a strong heart to easily get back on track after a short rest.'


I regret that I took advantage of the belief which often happens in films

That no matter what hardship takes place, it will always have a happy ending


When I realized all that was just made up

I can't help but laugh especially at things 

That requires effort and struggle


Because deep down, I knew I was still weak

I know I still can’t do anything in the end

I'm shameless to even whine about everything

Without even giving my all when I'm trying.


ー侘寂.

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