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How Many Tons Does A Heart Weigh?



I wonder how my heart's been doing lately

Does it get cold and feel alone? It beats ever so slightly

When was the last time when it felt all warm and fuzzy?

It's been so long since it had its last company


If... only if you could return to my arms -----

No, I must stop myself from even trying to remember you

I know you've been living life the way you want it

After you freed yourself from my intoxicating embrace


But, what do I do with these emotions that remain?

My heart went dry and is struggling to contain

The heavyweight that remains in my chest

I can only struggle helplessly, thoughts are still clouded 


How soft must I have gone? 

It's no problem for you but mine

Breaking down under the pale moonlight 

Wondering when will my heart be alright.


ー侘寂.

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