exordiri

Aeon (tagalog) Patuloy lamang ang takbo ng oras Ni hindi kailanman bumabalik o humihinto Ngunit puwedeng maulit, puwedeng ipagpatuloy Sa ibang araw, sa ibang panahon Tulad na lamang nang makilala ka Nagawa kang mahalin at minahal mo rin ako pabalik Sa mga araw na ikaw ang rason ng ligaya at lungkot Alam ko na sa lahat nang pagkakamali noon, tanging ikaw lang ang naging tamang desisyon Hindi ko manlang magawang pagsisihan Kahit nang tuluyang binalot na ng lamig ang ating pagitan Tayo'y pikit-matang nagpasya na 'wag nang patagalin at ihinto na Hanggang ngayon ay naiisip ko'ng kaya ko pa Na dugtungan ang lahat ng alaala Sa ibang araw, sa ibang oras Ngunit hindi na sa'yo.  Patuloy lamang ang takbo ng oras Hindi na kailanman babalik o hihinto Kung ano ang natapos ay hindi na dapat pa na ipagpatuloy Ngunit bakit nandito pa rin ako, mahigpit na nakakapit sa nakaraan?  Sa kagustuhang maalala pa rin ang masaya at masakit nating kasaysayan, hindi ko na nagawang sumabay pa sa agos...

You can't entirely love yourself if you're not aware of your good points. How can you even begin without knowing where to start? No matter how you convince yourself that you don't need any help when you are about to change, at the end of the day, we still gotta rely on others and ask them about the things they love about us as a person. We have to trust what they say. Because sometimes, they can see what we can't. Ironic it may seem, they know some of the parts that are unknown to us. The only time we can be familiar with ourselves is when we know how we are with people around us and when we are alone. And that's the only time we can start taking care of ourselves. With the help of those who's been with us through the best times and the worst. ー侘寂.

'anxiety in love' never knew waiting can be this heavy every tick of the clock amplified along with my heartbeat cold sweat forming on my palms, chapped lips yearning for the water to run I hate how this is making me feel like I'm never enough to fill you up have you forgotten the nights we spent laughing and knowing what we fear the most? even the days we'd waste making plans that we expect to do in our homes? I never want to consider all of this is a waste because I admit I had fun I don't even want to ask for a break of all the things I don't know, you are on the top of it because I never knew what you wanted to do with me even so, I've always stayed honest with you and maybe that's why you grew bored of me what would you even want to do to someone who will immediately cling to you with just a snap of your fingers? where's the fun in it? it performs no thrill please don't lie to me now, don't lie to me high strung but I'm trying. ー侘寂.

'locker' How can you keep a heart when you can't even see it? How can you keep another heart when you keep rejecting yours? ー侘寂.

'alcohol = world peace' What is the common thing among people with different skin color, origin, and beliefs? They still get drunk every night.  ー侘寂.

in the clouds is the place I long to be now the heavens are within my reach and only a few meters away from my fingertips I bet no one has ever gone this far but like the rain, I'm forever bound to fall. ー侘寂.